It was. He would have killed me if I didn't kill him first. Even if I hadn't witnessed the murder, he probably would have killed me. But that isn't really why I killed him.
I just wanted to. He wasn't being the dad I wanted him to be. No one was happy in that house anymore. I think I could have lasted longer with just my puppy, if none of it had happened...but the way things were, making them better was always on my mind. I wanted to turn them into my ideal family, one that listened to and loved each other.
So when they were dead, I took their bodies and stitched them together. They would hold hands and smile, and the arm I ruined on Dad was replaced with the soft one I told you about. There's no way "my" daddy would want to hurt anyone, but even if he did...he couldn't. We'd play with my puppy and laugh. They'd listen to me. They'd love each other and both love me. They were mine. We were so happy before the police came! How could I ever regret what I did, no matter how insane I found out it was, when I had the perfect family because of it?
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It was. He would have killed me if I didn't kill him first. Even if I hadn't witnessed the murder, he probably would have killed me. But that isn't really why I killed him.
I just wanted to. He wasn't being the dad I wanted him to be. No one was happy in that house anymore. I think I could have lasted longer with just my puppy, if none of it had happened...but the way things were, making them better was always on my mind. I wanted to turn them into my ideal family, one that listened to and loved each other.
So when they were dead, I took their bodies and stitched them together. They would hold hands and smile, and the arm I ruined on Dad was replaced with the soft one I told you about. There's no way "my" daddy would want to hurt anyone, but even if he did...he couldn't. We'd play with my puppy and laugh. They'd listen to me. They'd love each other and both love me. They were mine. We were so happy before the police came! How could I ever regret what I did, no matter how insane I found out it was, when I had the perfect family because of it?