[ A quick, high-pitched bark of laughter bursts from her. It frightens Maple. ]

How didn't I notice?! I knew— I thought it wasn't- I didn't- how couldn't I realize h- he was making me worse?! How...am I that...?

[ There's not the same fire in it, as when she's usually hating herself. The more she says, the less convinced of it she sounds. The more she leans into Mukuro, lightly shaking. The more she... ]

...How...could anyone...do that, to...?